let me just say: yesterday was a bitch. i woke up nearly in time for church, but could not rouse myself enough to actually shower. and dress. and drive. so i sulked all morning, even after french toast and eggs. and french pressed coffee. my only consolation throughout the afternoon was the music of trespassers william. i ignored my ringing phone. i stared into space.
the synapses haven't been firing very nicely as of late.
today, i went to work groggily, and ran my monday reports in a haze. however, just before lunch, a coworker let me into her world. she honored me with her story. and it woke me up. the rest of the day, i plugged along, and even sat at mozart's after work with a cup of coffee, watching the water against the grey sky. the weather is cool today, a relief. and the fireflies are out. one nearly flew into my mouth this evening. the puppies are very excited about a break in the weather, and they ran and ran tonight, chasing real and imaginary squirrels from tree to tree.
i've got new music from nichole, who i am very excited to see next month, and she makes me want to be brave.
it's 10 o'clock now. laundry is put away, and the dishes are clean.
small wonder.
small victories.
goodnight.
tags: trespassers william, nichole nordeman, small wonder
Posted by bananie at May 16, 2005 8:57 PM | TrackBackshe makes me want to be brave, too.
Posted by: Amber at May 17, 2005 5:09 AM